Monday, October 6, 2014

Academics: Protagonists and My Understanding of Them


Heroes, baddies, and confusion. Ready to analyze?

Hey everyone, it's Lin here. It's been a loooong time since I've actually written something and I'm so sorry about that. Unfortunately, Hibiki is going to be taking a...break with no particular time frame attached. Bummer.

But we're not here to talk about that today! I'm going to be using this post as a means to talk about something I had some confusion on recently that I'd like to share with a number of people. Perhaps people who have had the same problem as I do or perhaps don't know they had the problem till they read this.

You see, I have a tumblr and if you don't know that then it's this link: http://gammaatsu.tumblr.com/ (enjoy btw). This is important because I currently am doing a 30 Day Challenge. Sounds productive, no? Well it's not, it's a 30 Day Video Game Challenge, haHA! :>

I ran into one of the days that I thought I pretty much had in the bag, but I questioned myself and asked a friend if I was correct in believing what I did. "The guys from PayDay can count as my favorite antagonists, right?"

Yeah, these slick lookin guys.
I was immediately shot down by a "No. Those guys are protagonists". I couldn't, for the life of me, wrap my head around why these guys are protagonists. They literally shoot police. A lot of them. For money. And drugs. And "THE GOLD....". At first I was absolutely sure of my answer; there was no way in my mind that the guys from PayDay, as much as I love them because they're just so cool, are protagonists. I decided to look up the definition of 'protagonist' so it can clear up things. It gave me a definition that they are the "leading character, hero or heroine" (dictionary.com). But that just contradicts each other; sure the PayDay guys may be leading characters, but to call them heroes is just...wrong. No one would call them heroes for the things they do and what they do it for. I was thoroughly confused...a dictionary has never confused me so much before and I needed to do some more research.

Well...they are. I was wrong. The issue I found was that media had disillusioned me that protagonist immediately had to mean "hero". That isn't always the case. A protagonists is the point of view which the media is supposed to take, even if they are a villain. The relationship between the reader, listener, watcher, player...is to empathize with the protagonist or see themselves in the protagonist, regardless of what where on the alignment spectrum they may be.


And let's be honest, good characters aren't straight laced. Most characters in media (at least good ones who aren't in children's books) aren't fully a hero...think of yourself as a protagonist in a story. Most people believe themselves to be good people, however even the best people of today have done some wrong things in the past. They're never perfect and we shouldn't have expectations for them to be perfect, just as we don't or shouldn't have expectations for ourselves to always be absolutely perfect either.

This is the same reason why I couldn't ever have any emotional attachment to Sora from Kingdom Hearts. He's a nice kid, but he's also just too 'good', too 'perfect', too 'white knight' for me to empathize with.

I think protagonists are best understood with first understanding what an antagonist is. Let's take PayDay, the main example of this post, again. We take the viewpoint of four guys trying to rob banks, jewelry stores, nightclubs, galleries, what have you, for money. Who is the antagonist?

Well, first off what is an antagonist? An antagonist is someone who places obstacles and challenges in front of the character you are following. They are the person who is opposes the lead character's viewpoint, lifestyle, or actions and therefore can take their own actions to prevent the lead character from moving forward. Antagonists can also be literally anyone or even anything (even things like nature or abstract), as long as they are creating issue with the lead character. A tsunami can count or so can a spell that's going to wipe out the whole planet if the protagonists don't stop it in time. Identifying an antagonist is empirical; it's based on experiencing or observing a situation through a certain pair of eyes versus logically stepping back and determining who's a hero. Afterall, evil characters can develop and change into heroic characters. You just never know.

Both Lust and Scar work as evil to heroic characters. While you can argue that one is on the spectrum of evil moreso than the other, they both have done misdeeds, yet died in ways that was to redeem themselves, a trope known as "Redemption = Death". Also, spoilers, but honestly if you haven't watched FMA by now, that's your fault.

Back to the example. Who is the antagonist? Should be obvious by now: the police. We know that in the PayDay series that the people who shoot at you, regardless of anything, are the police. They are clear antagonists, since they're literally shooting at you. So who is the protagonist? It has to be the PayDay crew...because they are the eyes we're looking through, regardless of whether or not they're posing heroes.

Okay! So that's about it for today. I hope this post didn't drag on too long and you enjoyed it. Perhaps you learned something......perhaps you didn't. Nevertheless, till next time!

Friday, March 28, 2014

Story Time: My Lolita Tale

First Row(left to right): Gothic, Sweet, Shiro, Kuro
Second Row: Hime, Country, Sailor, Classic
Third Row: Punk, Guro, Ero, Maid/Cosplay
Fourth Row: Aristocrat, Wa, and lastly, Oji/Kodona
It's really not as dramatic as the title, hehe. But here we go. This is my lolita story. I first encountered lolita probably through anime when I was young. Maybe 14 or so. It was punk lolita. Chains, ties, cool metal stuff on my clothes, eyeliner...it looked (and still looks) pretty cool to me, even if at the moment I definitely wouldn't do it, but respect those who do. But at the time I was into covering my figure a lot. I was conscious about me being fat, gross, ugly, all of that...and even though I really wanted to be into lolita, this was my first road block that stopped me...my own self-consciousness.

Sewing Adventures: Lolita Skirt!


Hi everyone, it's Lin with exciting news! I finally made my first lolita piece of clothing... simple half elastic skirt! This is my first time ever really doing a piece of clothing in general...I've never really did anything people could wear other than this, so I'm happy.

I wanted to post my own "lolita story", but I think it'll have to wait. I'll probably do an audio for it instead, in case you guys wanna hear it.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Sewing Adventures: Doggy Coat!


Hey everyone! It's Lin here with a new blog post. Sorry it took so long...there's been a lot of things that been going on, including lots of distractions and the like. I did get a LOT of sewing done within the last 2 weeks though. The next two posts will be about the projects I worked on. But this post will be about one of them...a dual sided coat I made for my doggy, Nia!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Cosplay Part 2: Drawing out the costume!




Hello everyone, Lin here with part 2 of the cosplay setup and...okay, so it's not just drawing...to further my use of watercoloring, I decided to also paint it too!

So why did I decide to suddenly want to draw and paint out Lulu? Simple...

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Our First Creation!


Hey everyone! Another fashiony, artsy post from Lin, this time with an actual product! Yesterday Hibiki and I went to the store to get an iron and an ironing board to finally start working on some projects...I had heard pressing is absolutely needed when it comes to sewing, so we went and got one. The iron is a Rowenta Effective Comfort Iron with vertical steam, auto shut off sprayer and a knob where you can adjust the temperature depending on the fabric you're working with.

Friday, March 7, 2014

Cosplay Part 1: A New Sewing Machine Get!

Hey everyone, it's Lin with the first fashion post I've ever made on Symphonic Reverie...exciting! Two days ago I got a sewing machine at an extremely reasonable price along with some awesome fabrics. This is my first sewing machine and I am an extreeeeme novice....I've never sewn before. But if you read my section of the 'About' page, I do have experience with crochet and knitting and other yarny crafts.

Janome 1117s. Works perfectly! :> I think it's pretty damn adorable.